I'm hopelessly depressed right now for reasons I can't really get into. Just posting this to feel like I'm actually telling someone when in reality this place is the most lonely I know. Where all my thoughts, feelings and aspirations are posted for the world, and as i tell my "friends" who I care about to look and hear me out, only two or three have ever bothered.

DON'T leave a comment if you read this, i'm just upset right now.

1 comment:

  1. Fallon, I've learned a new life lesson and I want to share it with you, it's about Psalm 23.

    I've always thought Psalm 23 pretty much guaranteed green pastures with a "little bit" of death valley, but now I think differently.
    I now believe every day on earth will be a journey through death valley and that we will be surrounded by sadness, ugliness, fear, hate and despair until Jesus calls us home.
    Our present lives will never be easy, but if we keep walking forward while trusting God, He is going to bless us with a place to rest our weary hearts, food to sustain us and an overflowing amount of goodness and mercy.

    Whatever the problem, trust God and keep on walking.. you'll be blessed soon.. and who knows, maybe what you're battling right now is actually a part of a bigger and much needed blessing?

    The Lord is my shepherd,
    I shall not be in want.
    He makes me lie down in green pastures,
    he leads me beside quiet waters,
    he restores my soul.
    He guides me in paths of righteousness
    for his name’s sake.
    Even though I walk
    through the valley of the shadow of death,
    I will fear no evil,
    for you are with me;
    your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.
    You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
    You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
    Surely goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
    and I will dwell in the house of the Lord