I can only poorly explain how I feel.
There is never the perfectly placed pattern of notes, nor the precise lyrics to land a shot on my heart and set me free.
Regardless if it's a song of mine or someone else's, nothing is good enough.
No series of logically placed adjectives or clever analogies could get this monster out of my head and out of my life.
My eyes are dry, despite the immense pressure weighing on the floodgates.
Guilt overtakes when my anger is displayed.
This post is even entirely worthless to me. It's not even 1/1000th what I feel inside.
I just don't know anymore. About anything.