I have maybe one or two real Christian friends at this point and time.
The reality of how alone I am in faith;
The reality that the people I have bonded with and grown to love over the years have abandoned that which brought us together, and keeps us together, and what gives them anything to keep together.
This is where my Bible becomes my best friend,
And I lose track with how to interact with the world.
And where I stop caring about social conformity.
While you sing, "Jesus fucking Christ."
I sing at the end, "Misses you more than anything."