9/9/11

Let Me Back In




Each line leaves the lips with such empathy
I am perceived entirely through this melancholy melody.

Synchronicity; the yearning in my heart
Achieve a deep cut and a blackened burn.

Pour out to me, every thought in mind that may stir
I desire pure honesty, and yes, that does in fact incite danger.

But—

I know if you didn't want honesty
You wouldn't be with me.
But now that you know everything
Am I everything 
You 
Always
Wanted
Me
To
Be?

Denial in holding standards, how contradictory.
How heartbreaking.


Peer through your fields of confusion!
Though this tall grass you did not plant or water,
For some unknown reason it is here you still dwell.

Recognize the tongue of the serpent of cynicism!
Separate the sweetness of good intention and deception.






The songs we can't sing and the words we whisper,
What breaths we exchange; Oh, how much greater, the purpose to endure—

Oh, the necessity when sincerity surrenders to hunger,
When starvation encompasses our worth.

You can't hold on to that feeling forever.
We won't survive through feeling forever.







That haunting inevitability.










Such lurking reality.














Return; consume me.












Tumorous growth, take hold.





Oh, ravaging Death!
Your screams and beating against my chest,
Clawing and etching inside my head!

Your murderous, yellow eyes, emblazoned in mine
Even in silent hollowed insides,
The anxiety from your chasing
Refuses to leave.


Your pace will quicken,
And we will run.




Buckling are knees,
The weight of apathy.


Blood is spat out of shrieks and pleas flee from panicked lungs.

Please understand the entirety of what's become.









Please.



















FLEETING AND BECKONING EXPRESSION
WHY MUST I WORSHIP THEE?!
LEAVE ME
LEAVE ME
LEAVE ME
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