Despite my skewed speculation,
Against every urge to over-analyze situations in an attempt to protect myself from sudden sadness,
Or the idea that nothing was accomplished.
I had a good day.
That's an area of my life that needed a bit of reinforcement.
And yes, the reason why I'm so complex, the reason why I think to much is because is purely out of fear and looking out for myself.
Disappointment has impressed the most ugly of memories,
And instilled the worst of instincts.
I'm trying my best to lose that.