I have a girlfriend that I really like.
I have no job.
I have a lot of homework I neglect.
I have a lot of great music to listen to on Spotify.
I have a lot of fun music ventures I am pursuing: a post-rock project, a folk (-punk?) for-fun thingy, Celtic/Polka/Powerviolence/Hardcore band, recording ventures, etc.
I have many talented friends.
I have a newfound love/appreciation for spoken word poetry
I am rediscovering my love for music once retired.
I have a Bible reading plan I am neglecting.
I have a God I've been forsaking.
I haven't an idea of how to end my self-destructive selfishness.
It goes beyond self-control; my whole attitude is skewed.